Today, I hate myself.
I think it's because the suit I'm wearing isn't fitting right.
My stomach looks... weird, at least from my angle.
And I think I have the wrong bra on for this suit.
Did you know that some people (me?) have different bras for different suits? Honestly. See, the girls need to be at different levels (up or down by an inch or two) depending on the cut of the suit.
So if they're too high -- not good.
Too low? Even worse.
I'm not for sure about this, but I bet that women with 1) size B cups 2) "physician enhanced" breasts and/or 3)have never had kids DO NOT have to worry about things like correct nipple placement.
Their boobs are in the same place every day. Wow. No wonder they have a better quality of life than I do.
But, well, since I don't fall into any of those categories above (yet) I have this extra burden.
Breast placement is a science, and today I get an "F" for not doing my homework.
Shame.
I probably wouldn't be so hard on myself if I didn't have a mirror.
At least I won't be in front of one for several more hours.
At the office (where I'm hiding until 9:30am, probably for the last time since the move to Tallahassee is so close....) the women's bathroom is locked *with the key inside* so I can't get in until Lory gets here... BUT the men's bathroom is NEVER locked so I sneaked in there.
Guess what? No full length mirror.
Just a stall, a urinal, sink and small face-level mirror.
Why do *they* TORTURE women with full length mirrors in the bathrooms????
While driving here at 5:30am, I started to list 100 things that I despise about myself, but I was having trouble stopping at 100.
I won't bore you here with it, but hopefully another diet coke and maybe thinking about the students I get to work with today will totally change that mood.
After all, it isn't about me.... right?
